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she got me tonight

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blogging is elimination, and all elimination is communication. even without a reciever

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thinking about how when i got my first real internet friends we often evolved into pen-pals. but back then i didnt really have the motivation to keep in touch by letter but now i think i would?? with some special people at least… not anyone. well i miss it. i wish i had the address to some people who have disappeared from the internet that i miss…i wonder where they are

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its funny when people visit me here if im sick cos theres no other place to lie down except our bed and its in the middle of the room and has a canopy over it and our dining table is at the foot end, so it totally feels like a throne!

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the moon last night, in all her splendour…
yesterday was kinda shitty, i even vomited which i almost never do. but i managed to eat a bit and today i feel a lil better. my tummy hurts tho…and i woke up to stinky cat diarrhea. and it still stinks but i dont have the capacity to do anything abt it yet x-( except for trying to cover it up with incense. i kinda wish my man didnt have to be at work. ill pick myself up tho

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i really want to help people and im just waiting for people to ask me but i think theyre are afraid to ask or assume i cant help which sucks cos i feel like all i do is ask others for help and i wanna give back u know

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trying to catch up with friends who have very active lives makes me feel so boring. its like who cares abt what ive been doing lately arent u gonna ask me what ive been dreaming about and thinking of haha…

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many people seem so pressured to fill their lives with activites and i dont know why but i could do literally nothing and still feel that my life is interesting and meaningful. like things will still happen when its time for them to happen, pushing it would just overwhelm and confuse me!! and im not saying this mindset is better but maybe it could lessen peoples stress a bit…